New Chapter Of My Education Life

Currently in love with One Republic's Come Home song. I get the nicey feeling whenever I hear it and it is nice to sing along to. For me, I imagine myself dueting with the lead singer. hehh. The things bored people do at times okay. It also kinda reminds me of Gary. Dunno how and dunno why. Maybe I am silently wishing he would come home to earth, for awhile? So that I can catch up with him. Probably. Okay, I'm weird.

I'm finally back in Cyberjaya after being away from it for like 4 months. How does it feel to be back? It feels normal but I am kinda missing the time when I just moved in here. The living room was filled with tables and computers and it was more lively. If you were at the opposite block, you can actually see people moving around but now, the living room is empty!! No one sits there anymore and its looks pretty dead. I've thought of moving my PC out to the living room from my current room but I am too lazy and its scary to sit outside alone okay :S

I remember when I just moved in, I was sweeping the living room floor and suddenly, Melisa noticed me all the way from the other side of the block. She waved like gila until I waved back. Sigh, good times.

Today marks the first day of classes and I only manged to attend one out of two. I am so nervous because the assignment load might be heavy considering that its a short semester and I am still in bumming mode so, yeah.

Reason for missing my second class of the day is because I auditioned for the 8TV Quickie search thing. I didnt get in and there's no surprises there. Its all for the experience, no? Wait, I think I know why I didnt get in. I was too honest about myself. Damnit! Oh well.

Recently, Facebook have been hinting that I write on people's wall and reconnecting with whoever I've never connected with in a long time. Then suddenly, I stumbled upon this...



I couldnt move when I saw this. All I did was stop and stare. Then I was suddenly reminded that Gary is already gone. Until today, I still find it so hard to believe. Some friends of his even still write on his wall, updating him with whatever on-goings and also writing him messages. Sometimes, I feel tempted to write something but I'm too shy. Haa!! So instead, I would always ask God to send Gary my regards, after each time I pray.

In other news, my friends are mentioning that this semester is their last and they seem happy about it. As for me, I somehow feel so jealous. Seriously dunno whats wrong with me when all this while, I wanted to extend another semester anyway. I suck! Lol.