I Dreamed A Dream

Have you ever had a dream that felt so real and so not real at the same time? Have you ever had a dream that somehow makes you want to continue sleeping just so you can know the ending of it? Have you had a dream so inneresting that you remember it so ever vividly?

I have!!! A lot of times actually but sadly, I cant remember all of it now. The latest dream was just the night before actually and I am gonna share it with those who bother reading. Why? Because in 1o years time, no....in 2 months time I want to re-read this post and remember what is so interesting about this dream. I tend to forget easily that's why. So, here goes.

My dream started with me getting a job a Nuffnang. On my first week of work was the orientation week so I had to overnight at the office with a bunch of other new comers and some seniors as well. One of the facilitators happened to be this super cute half mat salleh guy I had a major crush on. He was friendly, funny and the only one who talked to me. After what seemed like a short while of orientation, I decided to declare my love for him.

I dunno what made me want to tell him how I felt....so badly. All I remember was thinking that life is short so I had to do it. Just as I wanted to tell him how I felt, he was no where in sight. Suddenly, one of the girls came to me and pointed at this room and said 'He's in there. Go get him!!!'. I looked at this face-less girl and replied...'I will!!!'

I walked to the room and knocked on the door. Inside, I could hea many many girls laughter and through a glass window, I saw Xiaxue inside!!! The best part was, SHE WAS ALL OVER HIM!!!! Flirting, laughing, touching, squeezing my cute half mat salleh crush facilitator. I knocked on the door harder and I remember saying 'Cute half mat salleh guy, open up!! I need to tell you something. please!!!!'. Then, Xiaxue chased me away in hokkien or something. Wasnt sure. At that time, I felt like crying and I was so irritated!!! You know how it is right? You feel so angry, upset and irritated until tears come out. I've felt that way before. Oh, in real life, while the dream was happening, my heart was beating fast also wei.

Funnily, there was a laptop outside the room door. Suddenly, this MSN message came in and it was cousin Su Yin, who was also in the room, also laughing away. In the MSN message, she said 'Its too late Clair. Please leave Xiaxue and the cute half mat salleh guy alone'. Super disappointed at that time. Like.....wtf lah. I saw him first!!!

So, I walked away, feeling emo as ever and cursing away. What did I do to not deserve this guy?? All of a sudden, I saw my sister and I told her everything!!! She asked 'Why are you getting so upset for??'. Wow, can she be any more insensitive?? Then she continued 'No use telling him how you feel or liking him lah.' I asked back 'Whatever do you mean?? Why not???'. Sister replied 'Because Clair, he is distantly related to us. As in our long lost relative.'

Obviously, I responded back with a very dramatic 'Nooooooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

Then I woke up. Hahah

This dream tells me so many things...

1. I'm desperate for a job thats why I dreamt that I got a job.
2. I read too much of Xiaxue's blog. It was the last thing I saw before I slept.
3. I am disappointed with how some things are, hence the disappointment of not getting cute half mat salleh guy.
4. I'm a drama queen. Haha

What a dream, huh?? I'm glad that I managed to finish the whole thing. Cant wait for a sequel. Haha.