Don't Judge Ms.Jealousy

Usually when I truly despise a person, its either because of how annoying and attitudely problematic they are or how jealous I am of them. I admit, I dont like (hate is such a strong word) a lot of people where 85% consists of attitude problem morons and 15% consists of people I am jealous of.

I dont wanna talk about those attitude problem morons because I get high blood pressure just thinking about it but I wanna blog about the people I am jealous of.

These people have. it. all.
They're rich, pretty, smart, have all the things I cant have (for now), do a lot of things that I cant and so much more. The best part of it is they know they're the awesome-st and they indirectly rub it in whenever they can. How not to dislike and be jealous???

I sometimes ask God why aren't I creative like other people, smart like other people, pretty like other people, rich like other people and etc. I havent really gotten the answer till now. I think I do know why I'm not rich though, prolly because I'll spend ALL my money and be poor. Okay, I accept that.

I know I should never question God and be happy with what He has provided me with but sometimes when I'm alone and have nothing on my mind, I cant help but wonder. I'm still waiting to know why aren't I at least creative in arts and crafts and why aren't I a genius. Haha. I'll post it up once I've discovered my life discovery.

I'm also wondering...is there anything about me that other people are jealous of?? I guess I'll never know.

ps: dont judge me for my jealousy. hmmph!!