In exactly 12 hours from now, I'll be walking out of the exam room feeling satisfied OR desperately wanting to hang myself. Its a 50-50 situation. Hah!!
In exactly a week from now, I can probably see myself in Poppy OR I'll be at home, unpacking and feeling damn good that the whole exam shiz is over. Another 50-50 situation.
Damn wei. I still cant get over the fact that I have an effing exam on a Sunday, which is a Sabbath day, which is also a day of rest. MMU staff dont read the bible ah? Haiyoh!!
Anyway, managed to go to church in the evening. Wasnt planning to but God sends angels to me all the time. Suddenly, this morning I read a message from Mr. CSS President asking us if we wanna go to church so I thought 'why not'. I had a lot of excuses for not wanting to go also like no nice baju, no time to finish studying and no money but I thought 'Screw it! I'm going.'
And so I went.
I wanted to ber-thanksgiving to God for the past three exam days and it felt good to just pray and let Him now how much I appreciate it.....and will be expecting more help and guidance for the next 3 papers. Hmmm.
Gosh, I'm getting spiritual. Which is good, I suppose.
Unrelated note!!
I think I have a gangster mentality. The other day, most of us were freaking out because we were afraid that Malaysian Economy exam was gonna be a tough cookie. So, I gave this sick idea to Nemo and Mr. Cutie Pie. I said..'Why dont, you keep some notes in your pants pocket and halfway during exam, just go toilet and faster memorize whatever you need.' Both of them were so amazed and thought it was cool. One even was so motivated to do it.
Its funny because both of them admitted that they've never thought about this before...at all. Am I that sick and gangster-ish to have a thinking like that? I always imagine myself doing this you know, but of course guts no enough to actually do it la. Swt. I also have other sick thinkings like stealing stuff from shops. Haha. Trust me, I've never done it!!
How ironic. I'm spiritual and a gangsta.
Spiritual gangsta. Gulps.
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