You Can Count On Me Like 1 2 3

As a person who is sensitive and has too much feelings, I get upset and disappointed when people I know turn their backs on me. I tend to help people in need of emotional support and to be honest, I expect something in return but nothing material or anything, just plain gratitude and maybe the memory of how I was there for people when they needed someone. Its sad to spend time to comfort people but when they get back on their feet and forget the past, they forget the people who was there for them as well.

This suddenly got me thinking, have I done anything like this to other people I know? Have I gotten help and just ditched the people who helped me? I wanna say no, I never done this but I am not confident. Maybe I have been ungrateful sometime in the past and forgot all about it that's why right now the same thing is coming at me, biting my butt. I hope I am wrong.

Anyway, then this song came to mind. Its Count On Me by BruBru Mars. Listening to song and paying attention to the lyrics can somehow make my tears rolls down.

"Count On Me"

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1, 2, 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it
I can count on you like 4, 3, 2
And you'll be there
'cause that's what friends are supposed to do

If you're tossin' and you're turnin
and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Every day I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you

So, I guess if I ever was ungrateful to those who felt I was, I am truly sorry and I didnt mean it because I can be forgetful. And to those who I felt was ungrateful to me and forgot about the times I helped you, I forgive you.