The Eve Of Christmas

Wow...once again its Christmas. Well, the eve.

I am not feeling the Christmassy mood just yet. I am excited about the food that will be served tonight though. My mother is making her roast pork, then we'll have salad with zanmai's special sauce, mashed potatoes, yada yada yada. Very lovely. Then tomorrow night, when the rest of the family comes over, we'll be having catered food from 1920. We ordered from there during my 21st birthday party and I remember how heavenly the food was so....even more excited.

What's been up with me since I last blogged (if you dont count the glozell video one. Hah!)? Well, I've resigned from my current job. I know, shocker!!! Not because I couldnt survive, no worries but I got a new job else where and will start in February therefore, I have one month of work left in this current company. I wont be saying anything about the new job yet because I wanna see how it all goes, then only I'll story more over here.

I never expected that resigning was so difficult. It wouldnt be if you hate your job and hate your boss but I found it difficult because I respect my supervisor and I just started getting comfortable there. I know, then why resign right? Well, two things that i am most concerned about - my career and my social life.

My career - I spent 3 years in university studying marketing and my parents forked out moolah for it so I felt bad throwing all my education away by working as an admin person/nothing related to what I sstudied/cannot apply what I studied. Not that there isnt any career advancement there but I dont think its healthy for me. Not sure how to explain it.

My social life - At work, I have lunch alone on most days. I dont hang out with my colleagues after working hours and most of them are married. so...how? It has made me even more aunty than before. Also not healthy.

So I'm hoping that this new job will create more opportunities for me to get to know more people, build friendships and be more exposed I guess. Resigning was difficult for me mainly because I felt bad for just leaving without any sign and after so much that has been passed down to me. I actually teared up while talking to my supervisor until my contact lense also dropped. Hahah. I'm emotional like that.

Anyway, that's pretty much it.

On a different topic, I have a few goals I would like to achieve. new ones.

- Visit Europe!! I know its in everyone's list but it was never in mine and I never cared but now, I wanna go and see buildings!!!

- But myself a perfume. All this while, I get free ones. Haha

- Get a new car under my own name.

- Travel some more.

Okie dokes. Chao chin chao!!

Merry Christmas everyone :)

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