Anyway, because of that, I've decided to share a few songs here that holds a significant memory during those days where I went through so much such as puppy love and emo-ness of my life, to name a few a.k.a adolescence.
#1. Westlife - If I Let You Go.
I was 12 when I started having a major crush on this guy from school. We became close friends and now, we're enemies. Okay lah, enemies seem a lil too dramatic. Lets say, we dont talk to each other anymore or even remember each other's existence. If I were to see him on the streets one of these days, I would do the usual - play stupid. Or maybe find him familiar.
#2. Stacie Orrico - Stuck
Hmm...I dont remember much about this song. All I know is I was 15 and that was it. Whenever I hear it, I just feel 15 again.
#3. Atomic Kitten - Last Goodbye
This song also reflects back to the most happening year of my life - 15. It was because of another boy who I was crushing so hard over. Like the first guy, we were close but something happened that tore us apart. I think it was me who drove him away. I'm not sure what happened but we stopped talking. As off now, we're still friends, which is good, I guess.
#4. Atomic Kitten - Its Ok
Oh, I dedicated this song to myself. I was trying to console myself by saying its ok. Up to the age of 15....I must admit, I had a lot of boy drama. So many that I dont wanna even story about it here because thinking about it still kinda hurts. Lalala.
*This reminds me, I was kinda a big fan of Atomic Kitten. When the Spice Girls habis cerita, AK became their substitute*
#5. Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone
Aha.....now this, I am absolutely sure is EVERYONE'S emo song at one point. Dont try to bluff me!! There was one period where almost everyone's blog had this song's lyrics pasted on it.
Well, this song was definitely in my emo song list. Until today, it reminds me of this fello named, erm...lets call him Wind. It was when I just started uni, at the age of 19. And from being very very close friends, we drifted apart. He became more happening and I was stuck in campus so...we didnt get the chance to hang out much. I got more annoyed when I realised how many girls called him their 'object of affection'. *rolls eyes*
There was one time where I fell asleep while listening to my MP3 player and dozed off for awhile. When I woke up, this song was played and the line that I heard was this...'I've never felt this way before, everything that I do reminds me of you'. It was then that tears started flowing out. I shit you not. Tell me, emo or not?? Sigh.
ps: this MV makes me cry also. wtf.
#6. The Moffatts - Misery
Now, this band opened my eyes to fangirl-dom. Haha. But this song, was also in my emo play list. The title and lyrics says it all lah so not much I can elaborate about. It definitely has relation to the above situation I was in XD
#7 Daughtry - Over You
After all the heart ache I had to go through because of Wind, I finally realised how much this song actually means something. To be honest, I dont know why I had to go through those heart aches. I mean...what did he do to hurt me? Nothing lor. Maybe it was because that he was more like a 'see no touch' kinda person. Its nothing dirty okay. Its as in...you can see him and look at him all you want but at the end of the day, you can never have him. It wasnt because he had a gf but more like because of his job. I dunno.
If you observe properly, after the boy dramas that ended at the age of 15, I only managed to fall hard again at the age of 19. Now you see my friends, I do not fall in love easily anymore. Its either I have matured or I've been torturing myself so much that I'm fed up.
Come to think of it, Taylor Swift's song entitled Fifteen does make sense. Hmm.
The End.
ps: wow....cant believe i actually openly revealed all my hidden crapz. Tadahh!!
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