How come when you dream about marrying Rain or becoming the richest person in the world or whatever shiznit...it WONT come true but when you dream about failing an effing subject like Managerial Maths, it actually bloody comes true!!! Like...what the eff right???

A few nights ago, I had an effing nightmare that I failed Maths and Financial Management. I silently prayed that it wont come true but sadly, it did...at least half of it did. Damn disappointed!!!

Why did God give me a fail? Why didnt He answer my desperate prayer? Was He ignoring me? Was I too naughty to be granted a pass? Was I not desperate enough? Did I not pray hard enough? Why this happened and what went wrong? Am I thaaat stupid to pass maths? Did I not study hard enough? Whyyy??

I am pissed, nervous, scared and .... just pissed.