"I never felt this way before. Everything that I do, reminds me of YOU."
*Avril Lavigne - When You're Gone*

There I was, sitting so near yet so far from him and I was silently hoping that he would come over to me and start a conversation or disturb me or mess my hair up or whatever. But sadly, none of the above happened. All we did was had really small talks but maybe it was because I was busy with my own thing and he was busy doing whatever but I miss the time when he would annoy the crap out of me and we would debate about things. Sigh. I miss hugging him too =X

I miss him.
And I'm not shy to admit that I STILL have feelings for him. I thought it was all over but I guess I thought wrong. Next time, I should THINK, and not THOUGHT.
I dont want him to be taken away from me. NOOOOOOO!! >_<"

Anywaaaaaaaaaay....was tagged by Rene. Should do it to get my mind off things.

1. The person who tagged you is:
Chong Ai Rene

2. Your relationship with him/her is:
Friend, buddy, "complain" companion, "Ejek-ing" mate

3. 5 impressions you have of him/her:
Helpful in disguise, too serious, playful, smart (????) and talkative (once you get to know her)

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you:
Loan me money..LOL.

5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you:
Yun is so gay >_<

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Wonder why in the world I chose her as my lover..LMAO

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be:
Hmmmm.....Nothing I guess. Its nice to quarrell about stupid and funny things once in a while =)

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will:
Wish I could kill her..LOL...and tell the whole world she's gay...Muahahhaa!

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
Because she keeps insulting Yun and calling him gay and maybe because of the debts I used to have..LOL.

10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is:
Ermmmm.....find ways to get money for the both of us to buy TVXQ's concert ticket. Front row seats of course =)

11. Your overall impression of him/her is:
Never...and I mean NEVER EVER judge a book by its cover. Heh

12. How you think people around you will feel about you:
They will hate me when they meet me for the first time and love me after knowing me.

13. The characteristic you love about yourself is:
I'm look patient but I'm not and I know how to hide my feelings from people. Nobody knows how I feel unless they kaypo at my blog. And I am willing to try out new things =)

14. The characteristic you hate about yourself is:
I cry easily, I dont talk much or at all to people I am not close with and dont have the guts to do certain things

15. The most ideal person you want to be is:
No one else but myself, of course

16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:
Please continue liking and caring for me. Hehehe. And, you'll like me even more once you know the real me.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you:
1. Caryn
2. Christine
3. Sze Jia
4. Dookie
5. SandyMae
6. May
7. Irene
8.Joseph
9. You?
10.Your friend, perhaps.

On the way back today, in the car with parents..

Dad: Waa..seriously never dreamt that you would be studying here in MMU.
Me: And I never dreamt of studying in MMU also.

My mom laughed and I almost cried because MMU is certainly not my dream school.

Dad: Then where you wanted to go?
Me: Monash
Dad: Hmmph...

See? Sighh.

Okay. I wanna bury myself in numbers anf formulas.
Tata.