This sucks. This absolutely sucks wei.

I am STILL stuck in Cyberjaya because of a sad case Organizational Behaviour Midterm tomorrow. Why do they have to make it on a friggin Saturday? I know la, the lecturers have no life and all but I do!!! Other students do. And not ALL the students live in hostel or nearby you know, people like me have a home to go back to during the weekend. So annoying. My weekend this week is cut short all because of this. BOOO!!!! Boring betul.

Next on the list of 'This Sucks' would be I have a flu. I have this icky fluid flowing out from my nose. I cant stop sneezing and I cant even breathe. I'm also having a cough. WTH!!
I dont mind getting a soar throat because it gives me a sexy voice but this cough thing is really sickening. It sorta tickles my throat, giving it this itchy sensation and it will make me cough non-stop until it stop itches. And then, when I cough, my head hurts. Its like someone squeezing my head. Gulp. Why is this happening to me huh?
*Is it because I gossipped about someone in my previous post? >_< *

According to my sister, my Grandfather's birthday dinner tomorrow is cancelled. Why? Because my grandparents and both my cousins are sick. Whyyyyyy???
There goes my yummy chinese food (sharksfin soup!!!) and there goes our karaoke session. Sigh. Damn sad case wei. I was so looking forward to the karaoke session. I even thought of what to wear already. Sadness!! I somehow wish I was being Punk'd. LMAO!!
*I've been watching too many episodes of Punk'd lately. Hahahha*

Now, let me tell you a story. *Chewaaahhhh!! Must be an overdose of Critical Thinking*
Yes, in Critical Thinking, when a person tells a story from experience is called an Anecdote. LOL. Anywaaaayyy..

I have a true life testimony to share with all of you. It may not seem like a big or dramatic story but this is prove that God listens to my never-ending-grandmama prayers and He is always there for me.

There was a time, I prayed to God, almost quite often saying..'Lord, if he is not the one I should have feelings for or if he is not the one I should fall in love with, please do let me know. Give me a sign or something to let me know that he is not the one. If I dont get any response then I guess that he is indeed the one I should love and I would wait for him, no matter how long it takes.'

Well, now I dare say that God has answered my prayers. Prove? Oh, there are a few.
First, it has to be me finding out that some weak girl has fallen in love with the guy that I also liked. Sheeshh!! And then, as the days passed by, I realized that my feelings for this person has faded away, in an instant. Usually, it wont take a snap of a finger for me to move on and forget all about this person but surprisingly, I did. I no longer felt like I was crazy about him anymore.

* Alleluia chorus in the background *

So, to make sure that all this were real, I decided to put it to the test. I told myself, if I see him again, I must test my feelings. If I still feel giggly whenever I see him or if my heart beats so fast or if i feel extremely happy being with him, then I guess I still DO like him. Maybe the feelings just faded because I havent seen him in a while >_<

Then, we met, a few days ago. I put myself to the test. And you know what the results were? It was positive!!! I have totally gotten over him. When I saw him, I didnt feel a pinch of excitement and I wasnt floating on air. We talked like normal but I didnt feel as giggly as before. Before meeting him, I didnt even feel excited to see him. There was nothing. No feelings at all. So, I guess that day made it official. I have absolutely no feelings for him anymore. We shall just remain friends.

And now, I can officially give this angel sent from heaven to that good-for-nothing-weak-girl.
Note to her: Nah...give you!! Hope you wont get hurt after you find out that he's........*chuckles*
Nevermind.

Then, Peter's BGR talk. The phrase that strucked me most has to be 'DONT be DESPERATE!!' When I read that line over and over again, it began to look bigger than the time I read it last. Obviously, God is telling me something, right? It was most probably a lesson ought to learn and a word that must be forced into my head.

My point is, anyway, God really answered my prayers. I believe even more that He has prepared someone for me already. He has a plan for me and I am dying to find out what that is. Teeeheeeee!!! Its like, my prince is somewhere over the rainbow, waiting for me to climb over to get him. Well, God probably knows I cant climb and I'm too heavy to climb so maybe thats why its taking a loooong while for me to finally meet my prince and live happily ever after >_< *But, this prince can always climb over to come get me what!!*

Okay. Ignore the crappiness. Bottomline? God answered my prayer. You know, no matter how silly or small your problem may be, God is always there to save you from it. Just remember that 'There is no mountain to big, God cannot move it' =)

*No wonder Adrian keeps asking me to be a nun >_< *

Okay. Thats all from me, for this week. I have to get back to OB-ing. Darnnn!!
I wanna go homeeee and watch teeeveeeee =(

Chao Chin Chao!!