I tried writing something to prove a point but I failed. My mind is not working at the moment. Damnit!! Since my brains cant function, I'll just get straight to the bottomline.

"YOU ARE WEAK!!!"

Damn bloody weak, I tell ya.

Whats your problem huh? Why do you keep falling for guys you've only met for not longer than 2 months? You fall in love damn easily, therefore, you are weak. This is not the first time its happening. Remember your previous "summer fling" you had with whateverhisnameis? Yeah...that happened not long after you met him but too bad things didnt work out between the two of you. Why? Go figure.

Less than one year has passed and you're in love with another hewhoshallnotbenamed. Wow, you move on real fast, ey. I'm not trying to say that falling in love is a crime or a sin. What annoys me is that you fall in love, in my opinion, with any guy that you hang out with or work with. I admit, I fall in love easily too but out of all the guys I've had a crush on, only about 4 of them were the ones I truly and really had deep feelings for. And one of the 4 happens to be the one you're currently obsessing with/over. Can you imagine how it feels? Yeah...the pain and hatred is starting to build up.

I know that I cant fully throw the blame on you because its not like you know that I like him or something but its only natural to hate you, so, forgive me for feeling like this. I just somehow cant and wont look at you the same way anymore. Its too difficult.
I dont think I can talk to you nicely anymore too. So, dont hate me for being rude whenever we talk to each other.

And just so you know, your whateverhisnameis happened to be my friend's love interest at the time the both of you had something/some fling going on. Now you see the pattern? You somehow fall for guys who have already been "booked" by us, your own friends. Tsk tsk tsk.
I am rather speechless about that.

So, the bottomline is you are weak because you fall in love easily and I am annoyed.

Sigh.

And here's to my *used-to-be* Him: I dont love you, like I loved you yesterday. Take care and see you around =)

Okay. Looks like I managed to prove my point afterall.

I know I might sound like a sensitive pain in the ass but I dont care. All I wanted to do was to pour out everything that I've been hiding in my heart and I did. Believe it or not, I feel better.
So, if you cant take it, please dont annoy yourself by reading this post.

Besides, this is MY vomit pail ^_^