Okaaay...Lets start off by talking about what exactly happened yesterday.

I woke up extremely early yesterday to settle my PTPTN stuff.Early as in...8something early. I could easily wake up at around 10plus you know because my class starts at 2pm but no..I woke at 8something. So, after waking up, I had to check my forms to see if its all filled up properly and I had to complete my scholarship application essays. Urghhh. What a morning.

Anyway, left the hostel and headed to our usual meeting place. After meeting, I had to settle my other stuff aswell such as my bank account and collecting my dad's EA form, certify somemore certs,yadayadayada.It was really busy la anyway. Oh, I also spent my Monday certifying so many other bullshits aswell. Tiring!! walking from one building to the other.

My day was already getting bad and I suddenly found out that we had to attend a PTPTN briefing on how to fill up the form. I was like..'WTH!! we already filled the damn thing up!!' Ok..attending a briefing is alright but the worst part was...we didnt even know about it and there was only 1 timing left which was at 2.30pm and at the same time, I have a class to attend. Shit. Nevermind..No choice but to skip class. We did attend class for 20mins tho just for attendance sake. To make my day even better, the lecturer gave us a pop quiz. And also to add a cherry on top of this fantastic mood of mine, I didnt have any knowledge of whatever he gave us. So, we all did what a normal human would do during times like this. We copied each other..oh..not copied..we became each other's reference.

When we were at the briefing, I got more irritated because it was full and there was no place to sit.Fine. Just squeeze somewhere. When the briefing ended, it was time to submit our PTPTN forms. AT LONG LAST!! I was happy because my filling up forms nightmare was gonna be over. So, we lined up and waited for our turn to submit our forms. We even joked and talked so much until I forgot how annoying the whole day has been. Finally, my turn came. Th arrogant guy checked my forms and certs and suddenly..'Oh...tak boleh guna spm slip la. mesti guna cert.' I was like...FUCK!! What did he mean by that? Then he explained that it has been 3 years since I got my results and now I have to use my cert..blablabla. I was friggin mad ok!! So, I told him that all this while, I've been using my spm slip and no one said anything. Why does it matter now? He didnt give a clear answer but he rejected my form because of the spm thing. I was furious I tell ya!! I spent all day certifying certs, getting this and that done and now he doesnt wanna acept my form??? He can even tel me that I can submit it to some lady in charge on the next day. I dont wanna submit to her, I WANNA SUBMIT TO PTPTN STRAIGHT!!! Urghhh!! I really felt like crying because I was toooo angry to even say or do anything. But of course, I had to control macho la. Sigh.

Because of them, I had to ask my mom to come over to pass me my spm cert. Thank God my dad had dinner function. If not, dont think I'll be blogging away now. In other words, I will be so dead =X
Thanks mommy for coming all the way here to pass the cert to me. I never got to say this but I love you so so muchie. Thanks for sacrificing your time for me =)

Today, I had to certify the bladi spm cert and submit my PTPTN application once and for all. The lady I gave it to was someone else and she said 'Kalau tak dapat, you rugi tau. Apa pasal tak submit semalam?' And I answered in my sweetest tone..'sebab mereka tak nak accept spm slip lo.' Actually, I wanted to answer her back and make her angry but in times like this, you have to play nice. Goshh!! What she said actually made me nervous. What if I dont get it and what if they never sent my application to PTPTN?? My mom made me take this lady's signature and chop to prove that I submitted it to her. Nice idea, mommy!!!
And so I did lo. Arghhh!!!!!!!!!!! Now, I hope y'all can understand how frusrated,mad and furious i was yesterday. GrrRrrrrRrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good news is the scholarship application deadline is on the 28th. So I have somemore time to settle my issues. Most of it is settled tho. I just need a recommendation letter >.< I spent so much on food today. I feel guilty. Must cut down starting from tomoro. Sighhhh.

Our Catholic Society had a small debate on Valentines day...is it usefull or useless. Only my sister and I were against Valentines and the others which was 6 ppl, were supporting Valentines. Yikez. Not that I have anything against it but everyone was supporting Valentines. I mean, there must be at least someone there to go against them right?LOL. I didnt say much tho =X

I had an sms session with Lizamey last night. We had a very useful talk/sms. She made me realize thatI shouldnt have feelings for that person. I thought about it today and realized that I shouldnt waste my time and I shouldnt take one of God's instrument away from him. So, Heavenly Father, here he is. I return one of your belongings to You, O Lord >.<

Okay..I'm gonna go. Finally poured out my feelings here. Whewwww...

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY EVERYONE!!!
God bless each and every one of YOU!!

Cheers~~